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Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
Class : 1E, 2E, 3-2, 4-6, 5-2, 6-2, 1E5.
Age : 13 as of 29/3
My name is William Chan Wei Boon, also sometimes know as WC.
I love alot of people. Like Darryl, Freeman, Wenji, Siti. And many more. Please, not in THAT sense.
Alot of people hate me too. You probably do.
But, anyways,
Live and let live.
Enjoy your stay.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I didn't post ystd night cos was busy playing Area 51 =X rocks sia! My birthday tml :) So scary...I wonder what kind of presents 1E5 will prank me with >_< I heard someone got my HUSH PUPPIES underwear. wtf sia. PROF CHENG AND JOSHUA. YOU ARENT GONNA GET LET OFF EASILY FOR THE THING U GONNA DO TML. DAMMIT YOU TWO. dammmmmmmmmmn. lol im addicted to Fall Out Boy. shower have to listen. sleep have to listen. alarm oso put as their song. so nice O_O turning 13 tml. shucks, i feel like crying. I'm leaving my childhood behind. This sucks. i wanna be a kid forever T_T. sucks aint a bad word =O I'm running out of things to write....oh wait. No i arent. Met wenji today. omg lol she layered her fringe. Rock on sis! we went to jrg point together (with prof cheng and joshua) to get a burf-dae present for siti. she's one day older than me. bu shuang! GIFT A NAME nice to buy meaningful stuffs. bought a doll for her....and a croc keychain. mourn for steve irwin T_T then went back home...after a quick lunch i went for badminton with darryl, wenxuan and junzhe. joshua later joined us. rofl da tou(junzhe) so pro sia. got tablet pc =O. smartass =X had a good time sweating. fun sia :) why doesnt swiss cottage have badminton for boys? hafta ask Mr Gan again. after that went home, showered and went for tuition. before going for tuition i met siti and gave her the present. omg this is getting long. tuition rocked. joshua joining soon cos his results dropping. okay......that's about all. I change the song to 2 weeks change one time hor. 1 week too troublesome.