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Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
Class : 1E, 2E, 3-2, 4-6, 5-2, 6-2, 1E5.
Age : 13 as of 29/3
My name is William Chan Wei Boon, also sometimes know as WC.
I love alot of people. Like Darryl, Freeman, Wenji, Siti. And many more. Please, not in THAT sense.
Alot of people hate me too. You probably do.
But, anyways,
Live and let live.
Enjoy your stay.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
I didn't go for the lit proj that could kill today. My dad didn't allow me to. That's half a good thing. I feel really sick today. yesterday night i suddenly felt dizzy and i almost fainted. Don't feel like doing anything, but what the heck, who's going to refuse Mr Bean? At around 3.30 I'll be going to watch Mr Bean's Holiday at GREAT WORLD CITY. Rocks :) Omg, today morning was so scary. Darryl sms-ed me, telling me that his com spoiled O_O. Computering without darryl can be hell O_O heng when he tried again then can. if not....the consequences are unthinkable >_< I called him and we chatted for awhile...actually most of the time i was complaining about the unfairness of Tekken 5. The boss was so powerful sia. stoooopid game. argh. now darryl reformatting com...scaryyy. yay i beat sinyee at saving momo :D ...im coughing so badly now. i may cough up blood if this doesnt stop. Oh yah, i dumped the "my cause" thingy and replaced it with some videos from youtube i found nice.
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