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Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
Class : 1E, 2E, 3-2, 4-6, 5-2, 6-2, 1E5.
Age : 13 as of 29/3
My name is William Chan Wei Boon, also sometimes know as WC.
I love alot of people. Like Darryl, Freeman, Wenji, Siti. And many more. Please, not in THAT sense.
Alot of people hate me too. You probably do.
But, anyways,
Live and let live.
Enjoy your stay.
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Wah, that day watch mtv then found so many nice songs. LOL. updated my ipod......... ....and handphone! that day napfa so tiring leh. got 5th between 1E5 and 1N1 :)) got 2nd in class =P wenkiat got 1st :) slow and steady win the race hor? lol! wah then today cross country hor....is a very bad phenomenom. i wanted to run and get high... ...but i decided to walk/run with shi han =P friends are more important than prizes... stupid tag only. worth how much? funny leh, the cross country 4.8km like shorter than napfa leh. feels shorter. must be because is only one round :)) LOL then mr yoong wore the shirt his ex-class gave him! the one which spelled his name wrong! roflmfao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after that went jurong point. supposed go with sinyee,agnes,joshua,zhiming,boonlin,susanti,xuanen,pris,minhui,tsingmin and daryl one. then weiheng's mum gave them a lift. >_< me and ZM walk lor...and take public transport. MRT. then for lunch...we split into 4 groups. sinyee and boonlin ate at Mcdonald's. Ronald macdonald ate your burgers >:) susanti, xuanen and tsingmin ate pizza hut. Wah lao eh. agnes, minhui, pris, joshua and daryl super save money! go kopitiam! lol. me and ZM ate loooooooong john silver :D:D:D:D then after that was the fun part. we were going to floravale to play billard. then minhui decided not to go =\ it dont matter =P we had fun...played billard, then basketball, then joshua got his skates out.... everyone except for me tried them on. awwwwwwwwww. i duno how to skate ma =X then joshua gtg back home for tuition. sad. but coincidentally, that's when the fun began. we went back to billard rm, and ZM taught the girls how to play billard. then we told ghost stories....and i put flowers in my hair. ROFLMFAO. that was sooooooooo fun. then they all gtg le....ZM need go for qing ming at 2a.m....sleep well in the afternoon =P ending off............. CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBER.