______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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Once again, the "posting" section of blogger is buggy. That's a baaad thing. Nevermind, I'll just continue with my post and edit it when blogger revives.
On Thursday, a.k.a end of exams, we went to watch spiderman3 at causeway..We as in Boonlin, Tsingmin, Sinyee, Minhui, Susanti, Xuanen, Priscilia, Agnes, Daryl, Edwin, Joshua, and me. The movie timing was 11.15, so i went straight over there to collect the tickets that i booked the night before. School ended on 9.45, and on average, everyone reached home at 10 - 10.15, so there was much rushing. Edwin didn't go back home also, so i met him there. Ard 10.30 - 11, most of the people reached, cept for a few. Luckily, we entered the cinema just in time for the beginning credits. Unfortunately, I missed a little bit of the starting because I responded to nature's call.
The movie rocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O-M-G, Venom rocked. The New Goblin rocked. Sandman rocked. Spider-man rocked. Heck, even Mary Jane rocked. Venom was coooooooool. So coooooooooooooooooooooooool. The movie was great, great action scenes, great romance scenes, and great character development. It really fleshed out the characters and allowed the audience to relate to what was happening. My favourite character has always been Venom and it doesnt change. During the movie, someone did something I wouldn't say if the person didn't allow...And I made extra sound effects...So paiseh, behind the ppl "shh"-ed me lol. After the movie ended, we rushed out. Cause. Minhui. Had a very strong nature's call. See la drink so much cold drinks =X
Then, they went for what? NEOPRINT. Me and Edwin stood outside and "sian"-ed. Then went to KFC...Joshua started holding chili packets in people's face. Serious la, he nvr see chili packet b4 is it? Agnes and Edwin went home after that.
Then we went arcade! Quite fun la, although i didn't play anything lol. I just watched (: Joshua and Daryl play the Aliens die so fast sia...At that time, I just wished ZhiMing was here.
I'm damn scared this post wont make it...Type very long...I think I'll post about WW's party after blogger revives. Until then, have a nice day (:

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