______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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Alright! Holidays are here! Somehow I don't really get the "relaxed" feeling...Now it's as if it's only the weekends, and there's gonna be school on monday again. It's scary. Really.

I can't believe there are so many movies coming out. I just might use all my savings just watching movies. There's POC : At World's End, where Chow Yun Fatt becomes Singapore's unofficial ambassador. "Welcome to Cingapor!". And there's there's the Fantastic Four : Rise of the Silver Surfer. Where Johnny Storm loses his new tuxedo "flame on"-ing. This comic book geek is shaking with excitement at the trailers of that movie O_O. Who could forget the big, ugly, stupid ogre? Shrek 3, where Mr Shrek has a go at being a father...We can only wait and see if he will be as a good father as Donkey. There are many more, which this lazy bastard is willing to ignore since they don't really make a big impact on his life.
Again, I want to thank 6-2. They made my life the way it is now. Especially to Darryl, Siti and Wenji. Thanks alot for being there on that night when I needed you all so much. It means alot to me. Remember our Pink pact. PINK PEOPLE F-T-W!
Mr Yoong told us to find our ideal partner and place for so many times for what? He only wants to change my (and Joshua's) places ma. Darn, I wanted that last place with ZhiMing soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. If only I had a choice.
Oh yes, try out solving the mystery. It's related to real people having superpowers. If u manage to locate the website inside that website, add me at SacredShadow@hotmail.com (if you havent already done so) and ask me for the username(s) and password(s).
Nothing else to post...I'll just wait for my new modem to arrive on monday. Until next time, bye =D

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