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Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
Class : 1E, 2E, 3-2, 4-6, 5-2, 6-2, 1E5.
Age : 13 as of 29/3
My name is William Chan Wei Boon, also sometimes know as WC.
I love alot of people. Like Darryl, Freeman, Wenji, Siti. And many more. Please, not in THAT sense.
Alot of people hate me too. You probably do.
But, anyways,
Live and let live.
Enjoy your stay.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
This should have been posted days ago...But thanks to my outdated modem, it wasn't. See, the hardware of the modem was like...Clogged up due to age or something. Unfortunately, I was left without my computer for nearly a week. Fortunately, the new modem is coming next monday. I'm currently using my old old old modem. Long ago one. Waa! Next semester changing place...I don't like my new place. Not one bit. Today when Mr. Yoong talked to my mum over the phone he said he was going to put a girl next to me. That is pure torture! I won't be able to live, or breathe, or move! It's ruining my life! My life!!!!!!! I would like to take this time to apologise to someone...or some people. I'm sorry for taking some things too far...I guess I just wanted to prove a point. I'm sorry for the things I've said. I shouldn't have said that much things or pushed the limit that far. Degrading you and insulting you like that was wrong, and I realise that. Please forgive me...Especially since there wasn't any right reason to do that, and I know you were only trying to joke around...I'm not making any excuses anymore. 6-2...I love you so much. I wish you were all here with me. In this class. I hope you enjoy yourselves in your new secondary schools...Though I'm not. Goodbye until next time ((:
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