______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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YES! MY BLOGGER IS UN-BUGGED!
okay! can post liao. Sinyee re-created her blog, so...I re-linked her.
I want to expand on what Darryl (WONG) posted about in his blog. About how me, freeman and him met and became friends. It could be quite long...And if you can bear with me, thanks alot (:
It was p4 when I met Darryl. We weren't in the same class in p3, you see. At first, Darryl kept being absent, and i thought he was a sickly nerd. I'm sorry to think that, because he wasn't one at all. I started talking to him after one day when i was walking to the hall after recess, i heard him call me. He said " hey william" and i thought "Do i know this guy?". Turns out i did, and he told me he was also playing BattleOn/AdventureQuest, which i was playing. But then, we were only acquintances..or distant frens. The real bonding began when a couple of jokers from our class tried to hack freeman's AdventureQuest account. Me, Darryl, Freeman and Jaslyn (who wanted to help out) traded calls like crazy that night, because Freeman's account was valuable...He was a "guardian", which meant he donated to the game in return for spe-shul privileges. Each donation was 21 US dollars. In the end, we saved freeman's account, became better friends and (for revenge) hacked the jokers' accounts. Love ya Darryl (:
He was the joker of the class and bucket of instant sunshine for any gloomy kid. He's one of those joke books whose jokes never end. He's a noisy, crazy, funny maniac. He's Freeman, and one of my best friends. i kinda forgot how we met, but i know that in that instant, 3-2 (my then class) was doomed to our noise. We would irritate the noses off everyone and anyone we didn't like. Of course, he wasn't an idiot. Freeman was a maths genius, and he could work out any sum from kindergarden to Secondary 1 levels. As such, it was no surprise to us that he went to Hwa Chong secondary. We have stayed over at each other's houses for at least three times, and we know each other's houses and families like our own. Sometimes it seems he's more of a cousin than a friend to me. Love ya Freeman (:
The three of us together were INVINCIBLE. Nothing could stop us, and nothing could knock us down. Being separated in secondary school was like having a piece of ourselves torn away. But we couldn't go against it...so we had to go our own ways. Thankfully, we arent too far away from each other, and occasional class reunions make us all the closer to what we were before. We also made alot of friends and enemies, many of which you would never imagine we would make. Although i would like to elaborate on it, i've already written too much.
Until the next time, bye peeps!

P.S. SpiderMan3 is set for next friday, 11-5-07 may...and Pirates Of the Carribean opens on 10-5-07, anyone wanna go watch?

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