______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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It's Father's Day! Lol, remember to wish your dad well. Thank him for everything he ever did for you. Like work alot to give u your pocket money, paying your school fees...etc. If any of you remember the long ago post where I said something about an operation, it's actually braces. Awmygawd I still have problems eating bubblegum. And to Darryl and Freeman, I can chew already! I don't need to keep eating porridge =.=.
Changed blogskin, if you haven't noticed yet =S. Sorry for not posting so long, didn't feel like it. Btw, should I continue putting a playlist or should I just put one song? Most people just visit to tag and leave, so a playlist is pretty useless. Hmm, help please =O.
A few days ago (can't remember when) I went with Darryl, Lynette, Tun Leng and their friend Jean (I think) to watch Shrek 3. It was alright, but I think the first movie was the overall best. After that, Darryl and I went to Jurong Entertainment Centre to watch some "people" ice-skate. Going up that time saw Tsing Min, then didn't bother to call her, she with her friends luhs, if call then damn paiseh. Up the escalator, saw damn many people, went down. Darryl suggested walking home from Jurong East...I want, but we dunno the way back lol...So decided to drop off at Lakeside. Just before I entered the platform area, Boonlin(?) called, then Darryl and I went back there, up the escalator again, and waited outside. Saw Tsing Min come out of the rink, then waited there awhile, deciding wanna go in anot. Finally we decided not to - 2 boys go in meet 2 girls, people will xiang wai wai one.
We went straight back to Boon Lay instead of Lakeside, then walked home from Jurong Point. As Darryl said, we "walked one thousand li and were stalked by enemy ninjas".
Will post about yesterday (outing with Freeman's cellgroup in Sentosa) soon, too long to add in here.
Lulz, bye peoples O_O

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