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Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
Class : 1E, 2E, 3-2, 4-6, 5-2, 6-2, 1E5.
Age : 13 as of 29/3
My name is William Chan Wei Boon, also sometimes know as WC.
I love alot of people. Like Darryl, Freeman, Wenji, Siti. And many more. Please, not in THAT sense.
Alot of people hate me too. You probably do.
But, anyways,
Live and let live.
Enjoy your stay.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Hi again peoples. I'm about to post about the past 3/4 days =S On Tuesday, I did nothing much for the beginning of the day. Then, because Agnes was staying at her nephew's house, which was at 864 (just opposite Floravale) and she was bored, I went with Darryl to play badminton with her nephew and of course, herself. Was late and I treated her nephew (Warren) to Oreo Ice Blend. Her nephew seems to be pretty vulgar. The word shit easily slips from under his tongue. Me and Darryl played in the netless court for awhile...Then Agnes and her nephew left, and so we two left. We went to book the court for Thursday, 3 - 5 p.m. After that, we bid our farewells and met each other again online. The next day, since BoonLin was so damn bored at home, I asked her to join Darryl, Freeman and I in badminton. Wenji had a headache (lame excuse =P) so she couldn't buy her lunch, thus I bought fud for her. Specifically, the William Meal. If anyone wants a William Meal, it costs 5.90, free delivery =X. Ahem. After delivering food to my dear Miss Chong, I joined Freeman and Darryl at the court. BoonLin called Agnes and Sinyee along...They were late. When they reached, they sat and ate KFC while doing homework. Eventful day that was, long time haven't seen Freeman le. He's a natural badminton player...Too bad he doesn't play it =P. I went for tuition, then called Darryl down after tuition to ask the Gek Poh CC staff about our booking. We booked Thursday, but they put Wednesday there, so we played anyway. The staff at the counter laughed abit, then we booked Thurs, since we already played during Wed. Yet another next day, we played badminton again, with Freeman again, tho this time WenXuan came. He used the court with his friend most of the time...Sian. At 5, we sent Freeman home thru the ancient way of walking. Walking from Gek Poh to Jurong Sports Complex was not short business, but with friends, its nothing but 10 cm away. Freeman showed us his ex-student cares. Got pattern one lol. Then, we bought cheese nachos and waved goodbye to Freeman. People kept staring at us when we walked home holding and eating cheese nachos, so paiseh. Darn weird, everyone just would stare at us when we walked past. Funny people, nvr s33 ch33z n4ch0z b3f0r3 isit huh. This post is already waaaaay too long...I'll end on the same note as always.
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