______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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Long time no post. Prolly cause I'm bored. Really. I just cant seem to find anything to do...Nothing works. WoW just doesn't want to be installed! Feel like changing my blogskin, tho my links would fill up much of the space, lol, got too many links.
Have any of you watched Heroes before? I don't think many of you do, tho it's an uber cool show O_O. It's like X-men...But waaaay better. X-men is too...Heroic. They always want to do what's right. They're too good, you get what I mean? Heroes is about ordinary people waking up and finding themselves with not-so-ordinary powers. Recurring symbols found in the show are the Eclipse and the Helix. The Helix means "godsend" in Japanese. One of the central characters (Hiro Nakamura) is a Japanese, and he's able to disrupt the space-time continuum. That pretty much means he can stop, reverse and accelerate time as well as teleport. Funny thing, the actor who played his dad also played a guy in Star Trek (omg retro), and the weirdest thing is : HIS CHARACTER (Sulu) CAN ALSO DISRUPT THE SPACE-TIME CONTINUUM. Maybe I shouldn't have caps-ed that. Seemed pretty over.
The first season's central and starting plot is to stop a nuclear explosion that will decimate about half of New York, though the nuclear bomb itself is a little complicated, because it isn't just a bomb - It's a person. Hiro Nakamura must stop this catastrophe, and other plotlines and characters get uncovered along the way. I'll give you a little peek at the character's powers...tho many of you would never see that show.
Peter Petrelli can absorb other's power just by being near them, and by recalling how he felt when he was around that person, he can use that power. He's an empath. Nathan Petrelli is a controversial Congressional candidate who has been predicted by several characters to become the President of the United States. Niki Sanders is a woman who has an alter-ego, Jessica, who uses her Super-strength ability more in the series than Niki herself. D.L. Hawkins is a wanted criminal (who happens to be set-up) who has the ability to phase thru stuff and rematerialize inside the stuff - in short, replacing the matter in the object. Micah Sanders is the son of D.L. and Niki - He is a technopath, with the ability to control electrical appliances and technology. Matt Parkman is a LAPD officer who can hear thoughts. Claire Bennet is a cheerleader who can regenerate. Isaac Mendez is a artist with an ability to paint the future thru entering trances. Ted Sprague is a "Special" who can emit radiation, and has repeatedly used the term "go nuclear" (Aha? No, u don't got it.) to illustrate the extent his powers can go to. Sylar is the main villian of the season, who uses telekinesis (the ability to manipuate objects with his mind) to slice open people's skulls and takes their brains out...tho it isn't clear whether he eats them or not. I believe he does =D. After whatever he does to the brains, he will gain that person's special ability, and continually hunts down peeps in the show to get their brains. Some of the "normal" main characters are Mohinder Suresh, who comes to New York to find out who his father's killer is and to complete his work of finding all the "Specials" around the world, with the help of a list his father compiled. Ando tags along with Hiro as his interpreter, as Hiro cannot speak good English. Noah Bennet (the man with Horn Rimmed Glasses, or Mr. Bennet) is Claire's over-protective father who is part of company that captures "Specials" and experiments on them.
I've typed alot...Mostly because Heroes is made of PURE WIN. Yes, it does rock that much. Anyway, it's late, and I will prolly be posting stuff about my boring life other times. Alrite, goodbye till next time.

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