______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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LULZ.
Omg, cruises are fun O_O. It'sh like living in a world of your own...And it's so posh. Lol posh. For once, you get to taste the lifestyles of the rich and the famous...Tho that particular cruise ship was disappointing in some ways. Btw, for those who don't know, I went for a cruise yesterday - 12 hours, setting off at 8.00 and returning at 8.00, tho I entered the ship at 4.00++ and exited it at 9.00++. My experiences on the ship are listed below. I has a cruise ship tickets x].
Me and my family + Freeman met up with my other relatives and we boarded. Alot of the staff tried to get us to take photos (they would sell it to us later) and we all just quickly avoided them while some other unlucky people got trapped...Pity them sia =X. First we went to our "cabin"s and put our belongings, tho we found out they haven clean the room, and the previous owner's luggage was still in the cupboard. So we carried our bags around as we explored the place. Not long after that, we found the basketball court, volleyball court and swimming pool(?). Then, we went back to our rooms, put down our bags and went to enjoy.
The swimming pool was DAMN small! Siao, looks more like a bathtub luhs. What's worse, it's in the shape of a TOILET BOWL. And it's empty, no one want to go swim. It's no wonder lol. Good thing, the basketball court had it's own basketball, provided by the ship(?)...But it was hairy. Ahem, had a good time playing basketball/soccer with the half deflated ball. Then we ran around the cruise ship doing stupid stuff, like pressing all the lift buttons =O.
Our toilet was DAMN small! Went back to our rooms...Can't believe our rooms were so fun lol. Me and Freeman were sleeping on top, and we couldn't find a way to get up, so we climbed up. I sorta swung up. At first Freeman didn't dare to, but after awhile, he tried...And hasn't looked back since. We jumped on our beds, threw the TV remote control around and made the TV (which was hanging somewhere on top in a corner) drop. It went on like this until 12 midnight, where we decided the arcade would be empty enough for us to play.
...The video arcade was DAMN small! (see any similarities?) All they had was a Time Crisis 3, Metal Slug 5, the touch screen that thing, the grab soft toys that thing, and a few racing games. So small sia. In the end, we played Metal Slug 5, the touch screen thing and the grab soft toys that thing. We failed badly at the grab soft toys thing...Cuz it had only had 2 fingers. How to grab?
Hax, arcade = fail, swimming pool = fail, toilet = fail.
Weets, cabins = win, food = win, basketball court = win.
So total = balanced out. Alright, got nothing else to say right now, will post more next time (duh).
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