______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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I'm posting at 12.30++...It's not so often that i get to use till so late, so I celebrating by blogging =D. Yesterday was so much fun! I can't describe it without using forum shortcuts. Let me use them in one sentence.
LOL WUT, IT WAS ZOMFG KEWL AND COMPARABLE TO KWGOD VS TOBI'S 13 FLYING TIGERS LAWL IT WAS LIKE DRUNKEN ROCK LEE ON CRACK ROFLMFAOOOOOOOOO. Now, that's done. Anyway, we went to West Coast for the class reunion =D.
Darryl, Alif, Wenxuan, Junzhe and me met up at the bus stop outside Alif's house and we went to BoonLay MRT station. Nothing much happened...Then Joshua showed up with his band uniform and then left. Not before displaying his "impressive" kick that was supposed to not reach my head. Ahem. We reached and then got sorta messed up at the Jurong East Interchange cause we thought we were going to take a certain bus which certainly didn't exist there. Ahem Junzhe. We asked the bus "uncle"s and they told us to take 78...which wasted about 20 - 30 minutes of our time circling the Pandan Road factory area. We then got off at Clementi, where Pei Shi and co. went back to...Take Neoprints?! I heard it, but am not sure. But, heck, NEOPRINTS?!
Then, we took another bus...Forgot the number, paiseh, and reached West Coast. Actually I wanted to climb the "pyramid" *yes I'm young at heart* but didn't get to because of the gangsters hanging around there...They wanted to ask for Siti's name xD. And they're like how old? Siti's 13, mind you. We soccered and fooled around and them 6-2 boys called 2 girls "HOT MAMA". I was like the only sane person there at that time. Once not enough, still wanna call again and again to see their reactions...Omigosh I swear I was damn embarassed. Time passes so fast when you're enjoying stuff...I agree too much. In what seemed like 1 hour, we had to go back home...Tho I DID get to climb my "pyramid". Shiok =D.
We took 176(?) to opposite Jurong East Library. Oh yes, Joshua, Zachry, Freeman and Arvin took taxi to Jurong Point from West Coast...I forget why. Actually, we wanted to take the MRT back to BoonLay, but Junzhe told us the bus was "FASTER". So, we spent another what, 20 mins on the bus. When we finally reached Floravale...We found out that the party had another fail. No grils were present. Betty and co. went home early...So Regina, Lixin, Qihui and Wanxi lingered around for awhile before going back home *I assume they went back home*. Joshua, Wenxuan, Weijie, Junzhe, Darryl, Freeman and me enjoyed the P.S.2 for a few hours, maybe 2 or 3 before all of us went home. One word for the day. SHIOK. No, wait. It was...SHIOK + 5 FAILS.
Darn long post, and it's late anyway, and I'll post more tommorow. Goodbye peoples =D

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