______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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I think this is the earliest post i've done so far. Bo liao ma, go online then other than chat cant do anything. I'm an addicted multi-tasker =X
Btw, agnes, that day it WAS darryl. darryl wong.
You said if it was him, i would have told you 1st thing in the morning.
I'm not thick skinned. you talking to your circle of frens leh, which right minded person would budge in and blab?
No, i wouldnt. I wont.
PROF CHENG CHANGED BLOGSKIN.
aaaaaaaah wenji's blog the words so tiny. eyes strained sia >_>
THIS AINT A SCENE!
Changed the song and updated the lyrics and jokes...fall out boy again.
they rock =P
pris's birthday on monday. hiok hng's birthday oso coming.
Should i give them presents?
Duh.

Current Singapore Time : 1.24 p.m

I forgot to add this :
I plugged off the mood thing. ma fan to edit.

I Now for todays lesson, we're going to talk about running during ET or NAPFA in swiss cottage.
NEVER. i repeat, NEVER, run on drains. seriously. oh yes and wet mud.
I fell today. injured both my knees. STEWPIT DRAIN. so slippery.
same goes for weiheng. he fell today :(
because of WET MUD. he dirtied his shirt. now his skin itchy. hope dont have rashes =O
then all the boys ran one extra round because me and prof cheng were late. srry =X
uneventful day. Mrs chan - my maths teacher - suddenly wanna listen to hiok hng wor.
im not saying hiok hng shouldnt be listened to. im saying she doesnt usually do that.
Could be good or bad.
dunhave phototototography meeting. Cheers!
today then i knoow NAPFA on mon. scaaaaaaaary. sure die. then gt cross country nxt week oso. KIAO KIAO.

DAMN LA PEOPLES. I DONT LIKE TSING MIN.
Joshua should stop insulting people. scathing remarks dont help.
he said edwin should stop hitting on girls taller/older than him.
same goes for him -.-

Who's stopping me?
I'll break your nose if you get in my way.
>:)

I DONT LIKE TSING MIN!

Current Singapore Time : 7.42 p.m(30-03-07)

Omg lol my birthday was so fun! The whole night i was goofing ard with darryl and freeman and so.......didnt bother to post.
careful....long post ahead.
The morning when i went to school was good...not bad....very good la, gt alot presents =X
minhui/pris/susanti/xuanen got me slippers. BIG slippers. i wore them in class :)
daryl (teo) got me a necklace. gaara's gourd necklace. funny thing, i dont wear necklaces. got 3 at home, none worn for a looooong time. Thanks anyway :)
agnes and boonlin got me a mug. BIG mug. wah lao, people like getting me big stuff. am i that big?
Btw the mug was night before christmas one. JACK ROCKS. BOHAHAHAHAHA.
omg then they go make mr yoong make everyone sing birthday song for me. tsk tsk. waste time la. see la.
then PROF CHENG GAVE ME A FLOWER. TOOT FLOWER SIA.
went home....then after burning out my eyes in wiki, freeman came. omg freeman ftw :)
Then i bathed. haven bathe yet lol.
before i bathed, someone came into the house. I was already stripping halfway, so cannot go out to see. but i heard a familiar voice. a familiar deep voice. =O
DARRYL!
we made senseless jokes and pervertic stuffs. omg sia. i miss them so much. so sad...we went to different schools.
aft spending one hour laughing our guts out, we ate dinner.
PIZZA HUT + KENNY ROGERS.
OMG.
OMG.
OMG.
sooooooooooooo nice O_O
after filling our stomachs, we went back into the room. listened to FALL OUT BOY. then darryl evil sia. HE GO USE MY MSN ACC TALK TO EVERY GIRL ONLINE IN 1E5 AND SAY I LOVE THE PERSON.
omg darryl u evvvvvil guy.
Freeman couldnt get my a present :(
no time :(
lame excuse :(
ROFL JKJK
darryl got me a photo frame.
siti also got me a photo frame. u guys ftw :)
but do i really take so many photos? :S
lol jkjk.
wenji got me a lighter.
LIGHTERS ROCK.
HAHA. YES!
ooookay, im posting today's "adventures" on a different post. dont wanna confuse u ppls :)

OMG BIRTHDAY~~~~~~~~

Current Singapore Time: 7.12 p.m(30-3-07)

I didn't post ystd night cos was busy playing Area 51 =X
rocks sia!
My birthday tml :)
So scary...I wonder what kind of presents 1E5 will prank me with >_<
I heard someone got my HUSH PUPPIES underwear. wtf sia.
PROF CHENG AND JOSHUA. YOU ARENT GONNA GET LET OFF EASILY FOR THE THING U GONNA DO TML. DAMMIT YOU TWO.
dammmmmmmmmmn. lol im addicted to Fall Out Boy. shower have to listen. sleep have to listen. alarm oso put as their song. so nice O_O
turning 13 tml. shucks, i feel like crying. I'm leaving my childhood behind. This sucks. i wanna be a kid forever T_T.
sucks aint a bad word =O
I'm running out of things to write....oh wait. No i arent.
Met wenji today. omg lol she layered her fringe. Rock on sis!
we went to jrg point together (with prof cheng and joshua) to get a burf-dae present for siti. she's one day older than me. bu shuang!
GIFT A NAME nice to buy meaningful stuffs. bought a doll for her....and a croc keychain.
mourn for steve irwin T_T
then went back home...after a quick lunch i went for badminton with darryl, wenxuan and junzhe.
joshua later joined us. rofl da tou(junzhe) so pro sia. got tablet pc =O. smartass =X
had a good time sweating. fun sia :)
why doesnt swiss cottage have badminton for boys? hafta ask Mr Gan again.
after that went home, showered and went for tuition.
before going for tuition i met siti and gave her the present. omg this is getting long.
tuition rocked. joshua joining soon cos his results dropping.
okay......that's about all. I change the song to 2 weeks change one time hor. 1 week too troublesome.


CROSS COUNTRY TRAINING 5 - 7. GAMBATTE!




Current Singapore Time : 10.01 p.m(28-3-07)

Today...I stayed back in school even though i didn't have maths olympiad.
Staying back in school is fun :)
With the proper friends, of course.
I changed the song to Grand Theft Autumn/Where is Your Boy Tonight, and the lyrics are in place.
Finally changed the joke...shouldn't have named it daily fud. Weekly fud?
Btw, you arent stupid.
Went to the clinic to get some medicine for my cough. Really bad cough. Really really bad cough.
May update more tomorrow. I'm rushing. Forgot what i wanted to blog liao. Tml bah.
OMG i listened to my ipod - Mr Devil - while showering lol. So scared will spoil. Hope not :)
LOVE YOU 6-2 !


Current Singapore Time : 9.48 p.m (26-3-07)

I didn't go for the lit proj that could kill today. My dad didn't allow me to. That's half a good thing.
I feel really sick today. yesterday night i suddenly felt dizzy and i almost fainted. Don't feel like doing anything, but what the heck, who's going to refuse Mr Bean?
At around 3.30 I'll be going to watch Mr Bean's Holiday at GREAT WORLD CITY. Rocks :)
Omg, today morning was so scary. Darryl sms-ed me, telling me that his com spoiled O_O.
Computering without darryl can be hell O_O
heng when he tried again then can. if not....the consequences are unthinkable >_<
I called him and we chatted for awhile...actually most of the time i was complaining about the unfairness of Tekken 5. The boss was so powerful sia. stoooopid game.
argh. now darryl reformatting com...scaryyy.
yay i beat sinyee at saving momo :D
...im coughing so badly now. i may cough up blood if this doesnt stop.
Oh yah, i dumped the "my cause" thingy and replaced it with some videos from youtube i found nice.

Thank you all who linked or tagged!



Current Singapore Time : 3.03 p.m

*I'm double posting for today because i might not have time to post tommorow.
I have to meet Joshua and Agnes at 9.00 a.m to go to Emilie's house at SEMBAWANG MRT STATION tml.

Siao Rite?

Wah nia. i dont usually wake up THAT early.
Told you the lit proj from my last post could kill.
+ ard 3 plus i going out with family to watch Mr Bean's Holiday...so i might not get to post.
Mr Bean only got two stars in singapore newspapers. Omg :O

Btw, I added some new things in my blog. The MY CAUSE part is the current thing I'm sniffing out on. Mostly, its on things i oppose in school that thru student support can go a loooooooooong way. The section i just mentioned may disappear halfway due to discontinued diligence of the poster. In short, if i lose interest, it may go missing :)
the LYRICS are the current weekly song's lyrics + some trivia and information on the band or song...if i can get any.
The soon coming DAILY FUD are some daily jokes and/or phrases.

I will notify you peoples if anything new pops up in any of the sections.
LITERATURE KILLS. DONT LIT AND DRIVE.

I set my clocks EARLY 'cause I'm always LATE.



Current Singapore Time : 9.59 p.m (Saturday, 23.03.07)

I got the music wrapped up. XuanEn changed blog again, so i had to re-link her...ma fan seh.
Going out at about 3...not complaining about it :D
Lit proj needa pass up at wed...or was it fri? if its wed then kiao, no time one.
I sunday needa go out, monday some of my members got maths olympiad, tuesday we all got CCA...if wed we all go jump down.
thanks all for tagging, everybody.
prolly putting This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race next week, maybe The Carpal Tunnel Of Love.
JUNE CRAWLS TOWARDS US.
I can't wait for the next 6-2'06 class gathering. at west coast somemore...FTW SIA.
Don't really know what else to post...everything will prolly be up and running by next next week...the calender thing is setting me on my nerves. really nid to do that, will be very useful.
That's about all. I dont care if my posts arent interesting to other people. Only my friends matter :).....ESPECIALLY FISHIE, SITI, AND THE REST OF 6-2'06.
Oh Yeah, almost forgot....I'M TURNING 13 IN THURSDAY!
Favourite number this year....but everyone can only be 13 once...so i gotta make this year memorable for everyone....The crazy year WC turns 13 :).
Rofl Jk :D....
....i think




Current Singapore Time : 12.07 p.m.

I dont have to go to the gathering now....but dont feel like i think im supposed to feel.
i feel guilty once again turning the organisers down. they have been asking me out ever since Jan....i have not attended any except for one.
I want to sleep and forget all my worries. i have a great many.
I WANT TO TEAR MY HEART OUT.





Current Singapore Time : 6.06 p.m

Argh, I'm being forced to go somewhere i dont want to. And i dont like it. Not one bit.
Damned MRT.
Damned Gathering.
Good thing i have a blog :D
Haha hiok hng lost his temper today. at joshua. who else? lol. shh. must try to be fair to everyone :)
I'm seriously contemplating quitting Infocomm and joining Floorball. In terms of CCA points, Floorball is better. In terms of fun, I'm not so sure. really bored in infocomm....
I hope you like the blog. I enjoyed making it, and am enjoying improving it :)



Current Singapore Time : 5.45 p.m

I got the new blogskin up and running...
edited some stuffs.
i know its plain. I'm plain, so its plain. Okay?
woooooooooosh...i hope fishie tags...once i set up the tag board.
btw fishie is darryl wong hor. nt sin yee. for me :D
FISHIE GOT FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET.

I''ve been afraid of blogs ever since my old blog - detergenttoilets - died. i guess i have to move on.

WC-TPC = WC - The Public Cubicle.

Get it? :D its public cos everyone can see it :D

i know im lame >____<

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