______________________________________________________________________________ Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends", "Go away" or "you're irritating" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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Alright! Holidays are here! Somehow I don't really get the "relaxed" feeling...Now it's as if it's only the weekends, and there's gonna be school on monday again. It's scary. Really.

I can't believe there are so many movies coming out. I just might use all my savings just watching movies. There's POC : At World's End, where Chow Yun Fatt becomes Singapore's unofficial ambassador. "Welcome to Cingapor!". And there's there's the Fantastic Four : Rise of the Silver Surfer. Where Johnny Storm loses his new tuxedo "flame on"-ing. This comic book geek is shaking with excitement at the trailers of that movie O_O. Who could forget the big, ugly, stupid ogre? Shrek 3, where Mr Shrek has a go at being a father...We can only wait and see if he will be as a good father as Donkey. There are many more, which this lazy bastard is willing to ignore since they don't really make a big impact on his life.
Again, I want to thank 6-2. They made my life the way it is now. Especially to Darryl, Siti and Wenji. Thanks alot for being there on that night when I needed you all so much. It means alot to me. Remember our Pink pact. PINK PEOPLE F-T-W!
Mr Yoong told us to find our ideal partner and place for so many times for what? He only wants to change my (and Joshua's) places ma. Darn, I wanted that last place with ZhiMing soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. If only I had a choice.
Oh yes, try out solving the mystery. It's related to real people having superpowers. If u manage to locate the website inside that website, add me at SacredShadow@hotmail.com (if you havent already done so) and ask me for the username(s) and password(s).
Nothing else to post...I'll just wait for my new modem to arrive on monday. Until next time, bye =D

This should have been posted days ago...But thanks to my outdated modem, it wasn't. See, the hardware of the modem was like...Clogged up due to age or something. Unfortunately, I was left without my computer for nearly a week. Fortunately, the new modem is coming next monday. I'm currently using my old old old modem. Long ago one.
Waa! Next semester changing place...I don't like my new place. Not one bit. Today when Mr. Yoong talked to my mum over the phone he said he was going to put a girl next to me. That is pure torture! I won't be able to live, or breathe, or move! It's ruining my life! My life!!!!!!!
I would like to take this time to apologise to someone...or some people. I'm sorry for taking some things too far...I guess I just wanted to prove a point. I'm sorry for the things I've said. I shouldn't have said that much things or pushed the limit that far. Degrading you and insulting you like that was wrong, and I realise that. Please forgive me...Especially since there wasn't any right reason to do that, and I know you were only trying to joke around...I'm not making any excuses anymore.
6-2...I love you so much. I wish you were all here with me. In this class. I hope you enjoy yourselves in your new secondary schools...Though I'm not.
Goodbye until next time ((:

Once again, the "posting" section of blogger is buggy. That's a baaad thing. Nevermind, I'll just continue with my post and edit it when blogger revives.
On Thursday, a.k.a end of exams, we went to watch spiderman3 at causeway..We as in Boonlin, Tsingmin, Sinyee, Minhui, Susanti, Xuanen, Priscilia, Agnes, Daryl, Edwin, Joshua, and me. The movie timing was 11.15, so i went straight over there to collect the tickets that i booked the night before. School ended on 9.45, and on average, everyone reached home at 10 - 10.15, so there was much rushing. Edwin didn't go back home also, so i met him there. Ard 10.30 - 11, most of the people reached, cept for a few. Luckily, we entered the cinema just in time for the beginning credits. Unfortunately, I missed a little bit of the starting because I responded to nature's call.
The movie rocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O-M-G, Venom rocked. The New Goblin rocked. Sandman rocked. Spider-man rocked. Heck, even Mary Jane rocked. Venom was coooooooool. So coooooooooooooooooooooooool. The movie was great, great action scenes, great romance scenes, and great character development. It really fleshed out the characters and allowed the audience to relate to what was happening. My favourite character has always been Venom and it doesnt change. During the movie, someone did something I wouldn't say if the person didn't allow...And I made extra sound effects...So paiseh, behind the ppl "shh"-ed me lol. After the movie ended, we rushed out. Cause. Minhui. Had a very strong nature's call. See la drink so much cold drinks =X
Then, they went for what? NEOPRINT. Me and Edwin stood outside and "sian"-ed. Then went to KFC...Joshua started holding chili packets in people's face. Serious la, he nvr see chili packet b4 is it? Agnes and Edwin went home after that.
Then we went arcade! Quite fun la, although i didn't play anything lol. I just watched (: Joshua and Daryl play the Aliens die so fast sia...At that time, I just wished ZhiMing was here.
I'm damn scared this post wont make it...Type very long...I think I'll post about WW's party after blogger revives. Until then, have a nice day (:

Blogger is down and it's late, so posting and updating will be done tommorow.

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Sorry, Spiderman3 is on thursday, 10-5-07 (because we have supplementary on other days), and i'm still trying to get the timing, because the GV booking engine is currently down. Please go back home and change before going over to Jurong Point to watch. If in school uniform people will keep staring...Very paiseh.

YES! MY BLOGGER IS UN-BUGGED!
okay! can post liao. Sinyee re-created her blog, so...I re-linked her.
I want to expand on what Darryl (WONG) posted about in his blog. About how me, freeman and him met and became friends. It could be quite long...And if you can bear with me, thanks alot (:
It was p4 when I met Darryl. We weren't in the same class in p3, you see. At first, Darryl kept being absent, and i thought he was a sickly nerd. I'm sorry to think that, because he wasn't one at all. I started talking to him after one day when i was walking to the hall after recess, i heard him call me. He said " hey william" and i thought "Do i know this guy?". Turns out i did, and he told me he was also playing BattleOn/AdventureQuest, which i was playing. But then, we were only acquintances..or distant frens. The real bonding began when a couple of jokers from our class tried to hack freeman's AdventureQuest account. Me, Darryl, Freeman and Jaslyn (who wanted to help out) traded calls like crazy that night, because Freeman's account was valuable...He was a "guardian", which meant he donated to the game in return for spe-shul privileges. Each donation was 21 US dollars. In the end, we saved freeman's account, became better friends and (for revenge) hacked the jokers' accounts. Love ya Darryl (:
He was the joker of the class and bucket of instant sunshine for any gloomy kid. He's one of those joke books whose jokes never end. He's a noisy, crazy, funny maniac. He's Freeman, and one of my best friends. i kinda forgot how we met, but i know that in that instant, 3-2 (my then class) was doomed to our noise. We would irritate the noses off everyone and anyone we didn't like. Of course, he wasn't an idiot. Freeman was a maths genius, and he could work out any sum from kindergarden to Secondary 1 levels. As such, it was no surprise to us that he went to Hwa Chong secondary. We have stayed over at each other's houses for at least three times, and we know each other's houses and families like our own. Sometimes it seems he's more of a cousin than a friend to me. Love ya Freeman (:
The three of us together were INVINCIBLE. Nothing could stop us, and nothing could knock us down. Being separated in secondary school was like having a piece of ourselves torn away. But we couldn't go against it...so we had to go our own ways. Thankfully, we arent too far away from each other, and occasional class reunions make us all the closer to what we were before. We also made alot of friends and enemies, many of which you would never imagine we would make. Although i would like to elaborate on it, i've already written too much.
Until the next time, bye peeps!

P.S. SpiderMan3 is set for next friday, 11-5-07 may...and Pirates Of the Carribean opens on 10-5-07, anyone wanna go watch?

Changed skin, layout, everything. Links also updated, such as taking off sinyee's deleted blog, re-linking xuan en and karna and linking tunleng. Wanted to post more, but i tried once...typed out alot, then gt bug with blogger, cannot. I re-do, then when highlighting to copy ( for back-up, just in case) the whole chunk disappeared. So i gave up. For those who want to turn off the song, it's at the last face, or the links area. I regret not being able to post more, but blogger's being really buggy for me today. Well, maybe i could just post a little.
I think i'm going to fail my english exams. For my paper 1 i forgot to add in one member of the Grey family. I' m gonna get 5 for task, dammit! For paper 2, i forgot to leave 3 lines for each question. If they even minus 1 mark for each question, i can go hang myself liao. Geography and Science i left a small number of questions empty, but that's enough to say goodbye to 80 marks, cos i anyhowly did the other questions. anyhowly. lol anyhowly. Chinese wasn't good either. Both i only wrote 1 page. Got nothing else to write leh. Even the great zhexi was stumped O_O
I'll post more after the MYEs. Until next time, bye peoples (:

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